Monday, December 13, 2004
well, e Will fever is over..& reality is sinking back in..e dreadful feeling is back again..dun understand y tis feeling juz keep haunting me..it's a mixture of feelings which i myself find it difficult 2 explain..maybe it's a psychological problem? when i'm experiencing tis feeling, i'll be veri sian & can keep stoning..my mind juz seems so unsettling..hai how i wish i can drive tis dreadful feeling away..i noe it'll go away after a few dayz..so juz gotta bear wif it 4 e time being..anywae real tired now..wanna go straight 2 bed le..hopefully, tml will be a better day.
