Tuesday, December 14, 2004
started off my day by making my way down to ECP early in e morning..coz todae Chen Su Lan Methodist Children's Home(e home i volunteer @) had an cycling outing 4 e kids @ ECP..e weather was quite gd todae..luckily it didnt rain when we were cycling..i cycled along wif my kid..@ 1st she wanted a bicycle wif 2 big wheels & 2 small wheels coz she wasnt veri gd @ cycling..but later halfway thru while cycling, 1 of e small wheels came out & we had 2 cycle back 2 e rental shop 2 change..tis time she said she wanted a 2 wheel 1..guess coz she saw her fren being able 2 cycle a 2-wheeler quite well..she wanted 2 follow suit..dat's how kids r ba..anywae initially she did haf some trouble handling e 2-wheeler..but after her determination 2 try, she managed 2 cycle it in e end..although still nt too steady..but still glad 4 her:) yeah sometimes when i see e kids having a gd time & wif smiles on their faces..i feel a sense of satisfaction..when i see tis kids who arent really as fortunate as me who haf a complete happie family..i'll think bout how much better off i am..& dat's when i tell myself dat my problems arent dat bad & i shld nt indulge in self-pity..so i alwaiz try 2 make my probs feel less significant & look on e bighter side of life..life is nv smooth but if we only dwell on e negative side of life, we will nv be happie..only if we can try 2 see wat we can do 2 reduce e negative effects of our probs on us, then our life can be more purposeful..agree?yah anywae dat dreadful feeling is still lingering ard me..but i'll juz wait 4 it 2 go away..cant do anything bout it also
