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Sunday, January 09, 2005


02S8 bbq
i had my jc class gathering(bbq @ jinx's place)ytd..e class galz met in e afternoon 2 go 2 get e food & bbq stuffs b4 we headed 2 jinx's place.we played mahjong & pool @ e recreation area @ her condo while waiting 4 e guyz 2 cum then we cld start e bbq.so after every1 arrrived,we began bbqing @ bout 730.haha i was quite keen on bbqing e food coz it's been a long time since i had a bbq..yeah it was nice being able 2 get together wif e frenz who accompanied me thru my jc yrs..but it's a pity dat nt every1 was there..anywae still rem e many great times we had together as a class..& e guyz were still as irritating & lame..haha..but we didnt really get 2 chat wif one another..only e galz chatted more among ourselves & took quite a no. of pics..some funny 1s too..haha..we ended & left @ bout 11pm..when i saw dat it was so late..i was quite anxious..coz i intended 2 approach 'him' online @ nite..coz i learnt frm hui & jer of his impression of me thru their conversations..he act thinks i'm an ice queen so he doesnt really dare 2 talk 2 me..oh no..but i gotta admit dat i'm kinda cool in his presence..but it's unconciously..coz of wat i feel towards him mah..if i dun feel anything..i can be veri comfortable & be my usual self lor..but anywae i decided 2 take e chance 2 clarify wif him online..& i managed 2 last nite.we talked quite a while on msn but most of e time,i was e 1 trying 2 create topics..i'm nt sure if he's act interested 2 chat wif me anot..but i had no choice i needed 2 make use of wateva chances i had le..i dun want us 2 end up having a 'serious' & 'unfriendly' relationship only..anywae todae he's helping hui 2 move into her hostel..& act i haf tuition in e morning..but 4 e sake of taking every chance 2 haf contact wif him..i'm gonna postpone my tuition & go along..i'm really kinda afraid dat it wld be awkward btw us later..coz i told him i wld try 2 be less serious..so i'm scared dat if later i change my attitude towards him,he may think i'm faking it..nvm..i'll juz try my best 2 be natural.

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