walked home in e rain todae..hoping dat e rain wld wash away e emotions dat had been overwhelming me... ... saw him todae @ e CSC's Volunteers' Appreciation Tea..but we spoke less than 5 words..there's act some chances 2 talk 2 him..but i juz cant muster up e courage..y am i such a failure???it seems like he can talk 2 any1 quite easily but nt me..it's like there's a barrier btw us..& everytime we had eye contact,there seems 2 be a kind of feeling hanging in e air..a feeling i cant describe.. anywae i juz feel really tired & helpless...
