Saturday, January 15, 2005
I cant believe tis is happening to me!!!!!!!!
now @ hui's hse blogging coz my com went against me..when i needed it most,e internet connection cld nt work for no reason..i really believe tis is bad luck!!!woke up ytd morning & e 1st person who came 2 my mind was 'him' but i wasnt really thinking of anything..juz feeling nt too gd..& then sth really happened..i received a call frm him telling me dat YEP has been cancelled 4 a particular reason..cant believe such an unexpected thing cld happen..all his effort in e preps haf gone down e drain..& e opportunity 4 me 2 haf such an experience is lost..& worst of all..i realised god is playing tricks on me...he's taking every hope away frm me..1st it was TU..now it's tis YEP..even tis single last hope is also taken away frm me..y did god give me a chance juz 2 take it away frm me?wat's there left 4 me...
tis is a bad start of e yr..heavy modules dat i'm nt really interested in yet had no choice but 2 take..shattering news dat's gonna affect my concentration...i really haf great doubts whether i can do well tis sem..in e 1st 14 dayz of my new yr,2 resolutions r down already..i really wonder is there anything i can look forward 2 tis yr???guess nt..tis yr is a suay yr...
