Monday, January 17, 2005
leaving everything behind me...
i've decided on e 15th of Jan dat it's gonna mark e end..since i wont be seeing him dat often anymore..i've decided i wanna leave everything behind me & juz get on wif my life..yah now i believe all tis is predestined..since god took away e last bridge left for our friendship...all i wanted was juz e chance 2 haf more contact wif him so dat our friendship cld be improved(coz i think he's a friend worth making) & e hope of watching out 4 him so i noe dat he's ok & doing fine...but tis little request of mine cant even be fulfilled..i've been forced into a corner...i'm left wif no choice but to give him up..maybe tis will be better 4 e both of us..guess letting go may be e best decision..loving some1 doesnt mean u hafta haf him..juz as long as he is happy i'll be satisfied..so here i am..praying dat he'll be safe & happy.
