Wednesday, January 05, 2005
A tough challenge ahead...
back frm chalet..quite a few things did happened but nt wif me..it's more like ard me..ok anywae on e 1st day,hui & i went 2 campus 4 MC meeting in e morning.i was surprised dat 'he' went too..but everything btw us were quite normal despite e fact dat he shld haf guessed dat i like him..we did talk but nt really much..mostly bout YEP..but anywae i tried 2 be natural.after e meeting,hui & i left 2 meet kh & sd 2 check into e chalet..after dat 4 of us went 2 white sands 2 buy a fren's bdae present & haf dinner..& later spent e rest of e time singing in tampines Kbox..though there was only 4 of us..but we still had quite a gd time..later 3 other frenz joined us..& thus e 1st day of e chalet had only 7 occupants..but we did haf quite alot of fun playing cluedo,charade & 'stock market' thru out e nite until 6am..then we went 2 bed & woke up @ 11am.on e 2nd day,hui & 3 other guyz had 2 go back 2 campus 4 stuffs..leaving kh,wan nee & me..e pathetic 3 of us had nth much 2 do after brunch..we watched tv 4 a while but later there was no interesting tv programmes,so kh played computer games on e laptop & wan nee took a nap..& i act wanted 2 take a nap..but i cldnt fall asleep..so i juz lay on e bed,staring up @ e ceiling,listening 2 my mp3 & thinking bout him...cant believe i spent bout 2 hrs doing dat during a chalet..anywae after dat 2 senior galz came 2 join us..& jer & cand also came(hui & i thought of asking them 2 stay over dat nite coz nt much pple were staying over)..but coz it was quite awkward..so jer & cand had 2 spend e entire evening loitering outside..anywae 'he' came @ bout 7 plus & surprisingly stayed & played wif us(those staying over)until bout 2am.dat evening i found out dat 1 of e senior gal who is quite close 2 him noes there's some1 in e grp who likes him & i think she noes it most prob shld be me(think he told her)..coz of some 'funny' things dat she did..anywae after e seniors left,jer & cand came into e rm 2 join us..so we had a grp of 10 pple playing games together..we played e same games dat we played e previous nite as now there were new pple..& along e way..jer who also noes him..but thru hui & us..started chatting wif him & tried sounding him out..think he cld also sensed it..& as jer told me..it's quite obvious he noes dat i like him le..throughout e whole game session,i talked veri little 2 him as usual coz there wasnt much chance anywae since we sat quite far frm each other..i had a strong instinct dat he was trying 2 detect sth out frm me..so i tried 2 show some nonchalence..anywae after talking 2 him bout personal matters,jer found out dat he is e 'bei dong' kind of guy..so if a gal who likes him is zhu dong..then maybe there'll be a chance..so jer's advice 2 me is 2 be more zhu dong..hai..but i really lacked e courage..i dunno how 2 go bout doing it..& i'm afraid my actions may backfire if i really tried..i noe i hafta do sth..if nt i may lose e chance..hai..but wat can & shld i do???
