Thursday, January 20, 2005
wat exactly am i feeling?
now dat i've reached e stage of giving up..i somehow feel kinda lost all of e sudden..dunno y also..but think i'm slowly beginning 2 get out of it le..nt 2 get so affected by him..noe i'll still think of him but i wont feel e kind of sadness i used 2 feel whenever i think of him..guess i've learnt how 2 push away those thoughts le..coz i'm nt supposed 2 think so much ..think he's really leaving my world le..heard frm jer he's gonna quit csc..act i'm quite disappointed in him..hai..4get it..i dun wish 2 think bout anything now..i'm shutting e door of my heart 4 e time being...
