Friday, January 28, 2005
wat's wrong wif everything?
todae when i stepped into csc rm 2 help out in e cny decor..realisation struck me..e realisation dat i wont ever get 2 see 'him' inside e club rm again..& also @ e activies & outings organised by csc..i juz feel ke xi..csc gt us 2 noe each other..& he chose 2 quit it..it seems like there's really NOTHING left..e only chance 2 see him is either running into him in campus..which i rather nt..juz like todae..when jer & i walked past him..he didnt even look in my direction..hai..anywae e other chance left is thru jer & hui le..but i've decided..if they ever meet up wif him..i most prob wont go along..coz i noe he feels somewhat uncomfortable in my presence..guess without my presence,he'll be happier..
2 add on 2 it..there has been a series of suay things dat happened 2 me recently..things like losing my cashcard & e internet connection in my com cant work todae again..& i dunno y but recently,i haf tis sudden throbbing pain in my head which cums on & off..juz now i also felt a sharp pain in my upper rib 4 some time..& ytd my eyes had some irritation think coz of my contacts & it still feels dry now..hai..wat's going on wif me?& being drained out frm my busy schedule,i haf tons of readings which i haven touched..i feel gulity..i promised 2 be consistent yet i'm nt doing it..feeling real stressed..hai despite how hard i've been trying,i finally cldnt hold back todae le...
