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Sunday, March 06, 2005


stressed out!!!
I really DUNNO wat i shld do..is there any way i can give it 2 him without him knowing it's frm me?i cant possibly use e same method as e other time, thru jer..it'll be quite doubtful..but how..i think he needs it..
i think it's quite disturbing 2 dream bout death...so i juz feel uneasy bout it..e 1st instinct i had when i heard frm jer bout e dream his fren had of him was 2 go 2 e temple 2 pray 4 him..i gt him an amulet as well as a 'tai sui ping an ka'..but i didnt really think bout how i can give it 2 him..i noe he doesnt believe in such things so i dun think he'll go pray maybe unless some1 pulls him there..but i juz feel dat it's better 2 play it safe..yet how am i supposed 2 give it 2 him?it's almost nt possible...1 thing is dat if he doesnt believe in such things he wldnt even accept it no matter who izzit frm..another thing is dat he cant noe it's frm me..it'll worsen e already depressing situation btw us...coz i think he still doesnt believe i haf given up on him as jer has told him..so wat shld i do???if he doesnt haf it wif him, i juz cant help worrying...but there's no way i can give it 2 him..how???
anywae i realised i cant S/U my nation building module which i haf already given up on coz all along i thought i was able to S/U it..so now i gotta catch up on it but i dun think i haf e time & e worse thing is i really dun get e readings @ all!i cant afford nt 2 study 4 it too coz it'll pull down my already cmi grades..oh no i'm stressed out!

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