Wednesday, May 11, 2005
i really dun wish to but i cant help it...
i'm moving on, i really am..is juz dat i still cant forget him..i really dun wish 2 hang on too..coz i dun bear any hopes le..but i gotta admit i'm still thinking bout him..& when i saw him todae, e feelings came back again..& my whole mind was on him e whole day..during e csc foc briefing when they talked bout e camp..how i wish i cld go back 2 last yr's camp & haf a chance 2 noe him better all over & probably build a better friendship. but everything is too late for regrets...i noe i gotta stop..i'm really trying veri hard..& i promise i'll continue trying...but i'm sorry for now coz i'm raining for him again
