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Sunday, August 07, 2005


my after hol thoughts
i'm finally blogging again after 2 wks..coz todae will be e last day of my long hols, so muz blog down my feelings bout it haha..time really flies, e 3 mths hols juz passed like dat..& i nv took up a single job, juz had myself busy wif camps, CSC & union stuffs..& e occasional outings & gatherings wif frenz. i cant say if i really spent tis long hols well..but i guess it was rather fruitful in some ways, @ least i did haf some meaningful experiences..but juz feel abit bad nt being able 2 work & earn some money. & didnt really gt 2 enrich myself in terms of learning coz i was either busy outside or else too lethargic 2 do much readings. anywae although it's been 3 mths since i've touched books, i'm sorta in e mood 2 get back 2 sch.. suddenly feel quite motivated 2 get myself gear up for my 2nd yr in uni!juz hope dat tis motivation will last..coz i'm really determined 2 work even harder tis sem..i cant stop seeking for improvement..i still needa increase my CAPS by alot.
Anywae i'm still kinda busy wif my cca stuffs during tis period..but by e end of tis mth..i'll be free frm some commitments..yeah! However, i will still haf some commitments on hand..but i'm trying 2 reduce my commitment load tis sem ba..coz i dun want them 2 affect my studies too much.
Well, since i'll be busy wif sch & commitment stuffs..i guess i dun haf e time 2 think much bout matters of e heart, which is a gd thing..@ least i'll haf less distraction ba..haha..tis recent period set me wondering..act i really cant foresee wat god has in plan for me..everything seems 2 be in a whirl & things seem 2 happen @ e wrong time..frankly i myself is confused..izzit dat my heart is already numbed or izzit coz i'm juz too jaded 2 bother bout such stuffs le?i dont noe..but i only noe dat there haf been some things i've regretted having done so i really dun wish 2 let these regrets perpetuate... ...
I guess e one thing i can be happie bout now is...my Wilber is in s'pore 2 promote his new album again!haha

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