Sunday, September 18, 2005
hmm..dunno how i shld blog bout it leh..act haf sth on my mind but juz dunno how 2 write it out..feeling a little 'fan' coz i regret nt being able 2 ask 'him' wat was troubling him..i dunno y..but e moment he acknowledged me in e clubrm on fri, i had dat strong gut feeling that he wasnt in a good mood..but i juz cldnt find e rite chance 2 ask him bout it or u cld juz say i somehow lacked e courage 2 bring it up:( & now i'm regretting it..hai y am i so lousy?e moment i sensed his troubled mood dat day, i felt affected in some way too..y?y am i feeling tis way?how i wish i can be of more help..not dwelling over it & feeling so helpless now...
