Tuesday, October 11, 2005
went for tuition todae..will be e last tuition for my student's academic yr coz her exams will end tis wk..time really passes veri fast..i've taught her 4 almost 2 yrs le. well her mum thanked me for staying on 2 teach her next yr..she's glad dat i'm e only tutor who can "put up" wif her daughter and stay on wif her for e longest period of time.act sometimes, i ever thought of dropping her; it can be quite taxing 2 teach her coz of her studying attitude..watever i teach her doesnt seem 2 get 2 her..she'll 4get most of it e next time i ask her bout it..& sometimes i really feel helpless bout it when her grades r dropping..i mean isnt she supposed 2 be improving wif a tutor 2 help her?sometimes i question myself if it's my fault..izzit i didnt do a gd job..but then again..it seems futile however i try..i really hope dat i can change her mentality on studying, motivate her & encourage her 2 work harder...but it's tough..i feel bad..with e fact that her parents put hope onto me 2 continue teaching her & yet her grades r dropping..when i 1st started out as a tutor, i told myself i wanna be a gd tutor..& success will be defined through my students' grades..it did show in my previous students..but nt in tis particular case except during e beginning..now i dun really think bout e money, i juz want 2 fulfill my duty as a tutor..hope she'll change her attitude & strive harder next yr. despite e difficulties i face teaching her, i do enjoy those times too.
ok enuf bout my thoughts as a tutor.
anyway i'm feeling better now..probably coz i've learned...
世界上那么多人
只有我 一个人
能拯救自己的快乐
不要再为你哭了
I hope it lasts...
