Wednesday, December 14, 2005
1st, i wanna wish jer bon voyage coz she's leaving for china tml..although she isnt excited bout it..but maybe she'll like it after being there..haha..anyway jer hope u enjoy urself & take care!
2nd, i finally gt to read cand's blog since she started her new blog coz i dunno y i juz cant seem to open her blog website on my com..but i managed to open it on my laptop..so briefly went thru her past entries dat i've missed..well seems like cand's getting quite pissed bout lotsa things dat happened in her life recently..cand, i noe u r already beginning nt 2 care so much bout those stuffs..but anyway juz try nt to get too pissed..dun think bout those things dat piss or upset u & things will be fine..probably things r nt going ur way some of e time..but cheer up k?
most of e time when i read frenz's blogs, they seem to be of rather sad or unhappy stuffs..so i wonder quite alot bout it..like when i look at my own blog..my entries seems quite positive (except for those in e past) & even jer says dat frm my blog..i seem e happiest among them..izzit true? well of course i'll be lying if i say i'm really veri happie..but i'm truly satisfied wif my life now..in reality, no one can be really happy for long..nt even when one finds his or her happiness..coz dat happiness is nt permanent..there r surely things dat wont go our way..but it all depends on how we wanna look at things ba..most imptly is to love & be ourselves. for me, i alwaiz try to brush away unhappy thoughts if they cum..i mean of coz sometimes i juz let them come to me & i'll cry them away & e next day i most prob wont be so sad bout it le..dat's how i deal wif my life..i juz try to smile away my troubles & simply be satisfied wif watever god has given me.
but of course there r times when my emotions juz flow..sometimes i dunno how i shld feel bout some stuffs...but then again..i dun wish to think so much bout it.
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