Thursday, February 23, 2006
today's e end of my mid-sem break..& cum to think of it..i practically laze my break away coz i dun haf any tests to prepare for..well juz treat it as a gd break for me..after tis, i will hafta get back into e studying & project mode.
Mon - went back to campus for foc banner painting & we had dinner at Clementi after dat.
Tues - stayed home e whole day..act was supposed to watch a movie wif ling in e evening coz she had free tics for it..but didnt get to go in e end coz of some reason.
Wed - slacked half of my day away then went for csl visit. pretty glad dat my new kid is beginning to open up to me=)
Today - went back to NY wif S8 gals to play our fav ball game - basketball!haha...even teachers who saw us knew we came back to play bball..coz everytime we r back in NY it wld be coz we were gonna haf a game of bball..it has always been our class's signature sport though e funny part is none of us r bball players haha=) anyway after our bball game, we went to e canteen to eat one of our fav canteen food - fishball noodles! well it feels real good to be back in our old sch again though it's a new building & everything there is practically different..but there's still dat sense of familiarity probably coz we r wif e same old pple at dat time. i really miss my jc times..coz dat's where i felt a sense of belonging..maybe nt entirely wif e sch..but more wif e frenz i was wif..coz our class gals used to hang ard sch together most of e time. saw some of our teachers in NY ..we still chatted & joked ard..haha..reminded me of e times when teachers liked to pick on us & nag at us coz we were quite a "playful" bunch then haha. really miss those times..felt so in place then..wif frenz ard me most of e time..but those were e days...
now everything has changed..i can never find those times in uni..maybe dat's y i kinda dread going to sch.. i dun deny dat i enjoy e freedom, e flexibility & e useful stuffs i learn in uni..but in uni, it's pretty hard to build those kinda friendships. i juz never seem to feel at ease there. how i wish i cld go back to my jc years..those were e times when i was more loud, more chirpy, more "crazy"..somehow i feel like i'm nt who i was back then already..i dunno wat has exactly changed in me..but i can juz feel it.
