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Thursday, June 29, 2006


after my camp ended, i started feeling pretty blue..& e days seem to becum blue-er for me.. all of a sudden, i kinda dread going to work..probably coz i'm beginning to miss e more carefree life i used to haf back in sch, albeit e occasional heavy project load. i guess e camp sorta sparked off tis nostalgic feeling in me.

actually e working environment is ok..but i guess nt getting any deals up till now is making me really demoralized..of course i must haf e "never say die" spirit..but sometimes, i juz cant help but feel tis way. plus e pressure is piling up now as my bosses r sorta beginning to push us for sales. i'm already trying my best..but it ultimately depends on my clients. i really really hope dat some luck will shine on me & send me a deal frm heaven. i juz wanna break my 1st "egg", regardless of watever commission i get. & as if tis is nt enuf to make me feel like dropping watever i'm doing now..i'm now caught in another messy situation. i've been frank already..so juz hope it'll blow over soon.

i miss all my buddies..really wanna meet up wif them soon..coz dat's e only time when i can feel relaxed & juz be myself. thanx jer for listening to me on msn today & for contributing some advice. meeting cand today was a gd thing too..i was like so looking forward to meeting her dat i actually forgot e purpose of e meeting..which was to pass her my cap..haha. a pity jer cldnt join us & hui's in China..i hope we can all meet up soon!& of course i hope i can meet up wif my other buddies soon too!

anyway had a short nice chat wif cand..bout e past, e present & e future..haha..i wish i cld spend more of such time wif my buddies..coz only wif them do i feel really happie..as much as i want to make my holidays meaningfully spent..i also wish i can at least look back at it & say..yes i did haf a great hol. can i?i'm only left wif a mth..pls let it be as good as it can..pls juz take away all e blues!

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