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Monday, April 23, 2007


my grandpa left us at 9 plus juz now...

e doc called my dad juz now to tell him dat my grandpa might nt be able to hold on for long..so my parents rushed down to e hospital to see him for one last time..i didnt go, partially becoz my parents asked me to stay home since i had to prepare for my paper. act i also felt i shldnt go coz i dun think i can take it seeing him take his last breath. & e sight of it will always be in my mind..so i felt it wld be better tis way. but i hope my grandpa noes my heart was wif him all e while. act i'm quite upset my sis didnt get to cum back on time to see my grandpa for one last time. but at least i'm comforted dat he passed away quite peacefully.

i will really miss my beloved grandpa alot..my memories of him will be kept deep inside my heart. some of my fondest memories r of him when he was still healthy & able to walk..as last time my sis & i collected phonecards, he wld bring back loads of phonecards he gt for us frm e telephone booths at his workplace where he was a cleaner..he wld buy sweets & cup ice-cream for us whenever we went to his place. & i rem e times when he was at e nursing home, he was like a child, greedily eating e snacks we brought for him, talking happily bout things like e cross necklace e pple at e nursing home gave him..bout e watch my dad bought for him. though he seemed quite cheery, but i believed he felt lonely at times in e nursing home & dat's y i get kinda emotional whenever i visited him.

i noe my grandpa has been strong all tis while..coz he survived quite a number of operations b4..& i noe i shld let him go since he's already old & suffering..but i'm still trying to cum to terms wif it..dat i haf lost my beloved grandpa. i am always afraid dat tis day will cum & i knew dat i wont be able to accept it if it came. now it has cum..& i noe i hafta accept tis fact. i've nv felt so upset in my life b4...& i noe it'll be hard for me for e next few days during e funeral.

anyway thanks to all my friends who have showed concern..thanx for being there to comfort me..i'll try to be strong.

gong gong...pls rest in peace.

left a trail at 11:02 PM