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Thursday, April 26, 2007


we sent our grandpa off today at e Mandai cremetorium..most of us cried when e coffin cover was nailed down after we layed a flower each on his body and when e coffin was moved into e incinerator. i hope grandpa noes that he'll be greatly missed by us. actually up to now, i still cant really believe grandpa has left us..probably becoz it was too sudden.

i will have to get used to e fact dat i'll nv get to visit grandpa in his nursing home again, dat i'll nv get to see him happily eating e food dat we bring for him every visit, dat i'll nv get to clean his mouth after he has eaten, dat i'll nv get to bring him for medical checkups, dat i'll nv get to hear him call me 'mei mei', dat i'll nv get to see his cheerful smiles again...i really really miss my beloved grandpa so much dat every memory of him makes me tear.

well but i'm thankful dat i've friends who cared for me during tis period of time..their words of comfort, their msges to cheer me up..i'm so thankful for all dat as it helped made me stronger these few days. however, i guess i'll still need time to get used to e fact dat grandpa has left us for good..& dat life will nv be e same again coz it's as though a part of my flesh has been cut off frm me.

but after tis, i've realised how much we shld really treasure e time spent wif our loved ones..i've always valued my family members alot but coz of my hectic school schedule most of e time, i've nt been able to spend valuable time with them, especially my parents & even my grandma. my grandma is e only grandparent i'm left wif & e fact dat she's also old makes me afraid to face another loss. so now dat sch has finally ended, i'm gonna spend more time visiting grandma & making her happy wif my presence.

alright dat's all for tis post. guess i shall write more bout my post-exam feelings & activities tml coz i'm feeling rather tired now frm e lack of sleep.

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