Wednesday, April 25, 2007
well i'm feeling better today probably coz i was preoccupied wif discussing bout e cuming paper wif a fren at compasspt. anyway my grandpa's wake started today & his body will be cremated on thurs afternoon. luckily it's after my paper which is in e morning.
actually i'm quite surprised dat i didnt cry when i saw my grandpa's body in e coffin juz now, as i thought i wld. i guessed maybe wat upsetted me more was seeing him suffering when he was on e hospital bed & worrying bout wat will happen. well at least he has gone off to a better place where he doesnt haf to suffer anymore. & i guessed it's also coz my sis is back & i feel better wif her ard. probably e fact dat i had to sort of face tis alone for e past 2 days made me feel really afraid. actually today's my sis's birthday..but it's nt e rite time to celebrate..so i guess we'll do dat after all tis is over.
anyway i'm kinda worried bout my paper on thurs. i haven been able to absorb much dat i've studied & i dun really haf much time left to memorise everything. well even though it isnt an easy period for me, i will try my best!
